The Power of Vulnerability - Brene Brown

MONIKA - FOREVER YOURS

What's illegal about love, your lordships?

http://www.ndtv.com/video/player/the-buck-stops-here/what-s-illegal-about-love-your-lordships/301012?pfrom=home-lateststories

I don't have regrets
Of the past 'N' weeks
And I would give up
All my guards and shields -

I don't want to leave
I would take all pain
I would trade my peace.
And as that song says -

I can't get convinced
that this could be wrong
When it gets so deep
and it gets so strong..

And I pray to God
So He'd make me wise.
And He'd take away
All my sharps and spikes.

So He'd give me strength
And he'd show me way
And he'd help me walk
Through the Emptiness

So that darkness which
Doesn't let me be.
Kept away from you,
Let you be in peace

WestJet Christmas Miracle: real-time giving

Magical...

Kaise bataye (APKGK)

Kaise Bataye Kyun Tujhko Chahe

Yaara Bata Na Paaye

Baatein Dilon Ki Dekho Zuban Ki Aankhe Tujhe Samjhayen

Tu Jaane Na

Mil Ke Bhi 

Hum Na Mile 

Tumse Na Jane Kyun

Milon Ki Hai Fasle

Tumse Hai Jaane Kyun

Anjane Hain Silsile

Tum Se Na Jaane Kyun

Sapne Hai Palkon Tale

Tum Se Na Jaane Kyun

Kaise Bataye Kyun Tujhko Chahe

Yaara Bata Na Paaye

Baatein Dilon Ki Dekho Zuban Ki Aankhe Tujhe Samjhayen

Tu Jaane Na

Nigahon Mein Dekho Meri Jo Har Bas Gaya

Woh Hai Milta Tumse Hoo Bahu

Ooo Jane Teri Aankhen Thi Ua

Ya Baatein Thi Wajah

Huye Tum Jo Dil Ki Arzooo

Tum Paas Ho Ke Bhi 

Tum Aas Ho Ke Bhi 

Ehsaaas Ho Ke Bhi 

Apne Nahi 

Aise Hai Apne Gile

Tum Se Na Jane Kyun

Lyrics Masti

Milon Ki Hai Fasle

Tumse Hai Jaane Kyun

Tu Jaane Na

Khayalon Mein Lakhon Batein 

Yun Keh Gaya

Bol Kuch Na Tere Samne

OO O 

Huye Na Begane Bhi Tum 

Ho Ke Aur Ke

Dekho Tum Mere Hi Bane

Afsoos Hota 

Dil Bhi Yeh Rota Hai

Sapne Sanjota Hai 

Pagla Hua Soche Yeh 

Hum The Mil 

Tum Se Na Jane Kyun

Milon Ki Hai Fasle

Tumse Hai Jaane Kyun

Anjane Hain Silsile

Tum Se Na Jaane Kyun

Sapne Hai Palkon Tale

Tum Se Na Jaane Kyun

Kaise Bataye Kyun Tujhko Chahe

Yaara Bata Na Paaye

Baatein Dilon Ki Dekho Zuban Ki Aankhe Tujhe Samjhayen

Tu Jaane Na

***

Легкомыслие!- Милый грех,

Милый спутник и враг мой милый!

Ты в глаза мне вбрызнул смех,

и мазурку мне вбрызнул в жилы.

Научив не хранить кольца,-

с кем бы Жизнь меня ни венчала!

Начинать наугад с конца,

И кончать еще до начала.

Быть как стебель и быть как сталь

в жизни, где мы так мало можем...

- Шоколадом лечить печаль,

И смеяться в лицо прохожим!

Марина Цветаева, 3 марта 1915

Levity! - a sweet sin,

Beloved companion and my beloved enemy!

You've sprayed a laughter into my eyes,

And sprayed a dance into my veins.

Having taught not to keep a ring -

Whoever life's getting me married to!

To start off chance from the end,

And to end before it begun.

To be like a stem and be like steel

In life where we are capable of so less...

- To cure the sadness with chocolate,

And to laugh at strangers' faces! 

Marina Tsvetaeva, March 3, 1915

***

Like the arm on the left and the arm on the right,

Your soul and my soul stand side by side.

We merge in warmth, bliss and delight,

Like the wing on the left and the wing on the right.

But a vortex rises – and a chasm breaks the link

Extending from the right – to the left wing!

Marina Tsvetaeva, July 10, 1918

Marina Tsvetaeva - Вы, идущие мимо меня

Вы, идущие мимо меня

К не моим и сомнительным чарам, —

Если б знали вы, сколько огня,

Сколько жизни, растраченной даром, 

И какой героический пыл

На случайную тень и на шорох...

И как сердце мне испепелил

Этот даром истраченный порох. 

О, летящие в ночь поезда,

Уносящие сон на вокзале...

Впрочем, знаю я, что и тогда

Не узнали бы вы — если б знали — 

Почему мои речи резки

В вечном дыме моей папиросы,—

Сколько темной и грозной тоски

В голове моей светловолосой. 

17 мая 1913

***

You, walking past me and racing

After charms that you’ll hardly attain, -

If you knew how much fire is wasted,

How much life is wasted in vain!

And what flames, so courageously rash,

An occasional shade can evoke,

And how my heart was burnt into ash

By this useless gunpowder smoke. 

O, the trains leaving terminals nightly,

Carrying sleep wherever they go …

Then again, I know, it’s unlikely

That you’d know, even if you could know -

Why my speeches are sharp and brief

In the smoke of my cigarette, -

How much dark and menacing grief

Is concealed in my golden-haired head.

May 17, 1913

https://sites.google.com/site/poetryandtranslations/tsvetaeva/-you-walking-past-me

How does a lifetime fit into just a few weeks?

Chal Diyay, Zeb & Haniya and Javed Bashir, Coke Studio Pakistan

Enrique Iglesias – It Must Be Love

There is something I gotta tell you
It goes like this...

Do you know you control every single breath I take
You can see through my soul, I feel it in the love we make

And I try to find a place where I can hide yeah
But every time I try to fight the feeling it takes over me yeah

It must be love baby cause it's killing me looking in your eyes
It must be love cause every time you walk away I just fall apart

And I don't know what it is, but I feel I'm in too deep
No, I don't know what it is, it must be love
Yeah, it must be love

When we talk you can read every word inside my head
Like you know what I need, and I can't imagine anywhere
I'd wanna be then right here with you baby, next to me
Why can't you see I try to fight the feeling, but I do believe

It must be love baby cause it's killing me looking in your eyes
It must be love cause every time you walk away I just fall apart

And I don't know what it is, but I feel I'm in too deep
No, I don't know what it is, it must be love
It must be love

It must be love

I try to find a place where I can hide
But everytime I try to fight the feeling it takes over me
It must be love baby cause it's killing me looking in your eyes
It must be love cause every time you walk away I just fall apart

And I don't know what it is, but I feel I'm in too deep
No, I don't know what it is, it must be love
It must be love

It must be love

I've bared all my vulnerable spots, my "Achilles's heel",
And handed over both the bow and the arrow..
And I guess you did the same..
My shield is broken, and all the guards are down..

Now something within is aching and moaning,
Trying to find a way out, trying to jump out, to break free,
To take a gulp of fresh air.
But I can't find a way to protect this 'something' anymore.
This little beating thing is hurting..

I found a traitor inside who gave my heart away, 
It's taken now, and only yearns for more.
Unable to run away or to hide, 
How do I get back to that sweet (was it sweet?) and careless independence.
And peace.. Which is nowhere to be found.

Как я по Вашим узким пальчикам 

Водила сонною щекой, 

Как Вы меня дразнили мальчиком, 

Как я Вам нравилась такой... 

The way I was gently touching your thin fingers 

With my sleepy cheek,

The way you were teasing by calling me a boy

And how much you liked me being like that..

Marina Tsvetaeva
December 1914

Interesting piece
http://peacelovedas.com/2013/01/18/judging-people-on-their-past-mistakes/

This heavy feeling inside is just not going away..for many many days..
If only I knew how to fix it..and cast it out..
If only I knew what should I do to make it go. I would do it, step by step..

Having finally cleared my mind in the past months, how come I'm landing in this confusion again..
Having come at peace with myself in the past few months, how come I'm at a crossroad of doubts again..

What would be the right thing to do? And what is the wrong?
Should I run or should I stay? Should you run?
Too many questions and no answers..

Jab jab dard ka baadal chhaya

Jab gham ka saya lehraya

Jab aansoo palkon tak aya

Jab yeh tanha dil ghabraya

Humne dil ko ye samjhaya

Dil aakhir tu kyun rota hai

Duniya mein yunhi hota hai

Yeh jo gehre sannaate hain

Waqt ne sabko hi baante hain

Thoda gham hai sabka kissa

Thodi dhoop hai sabka hissa

Aankh teri bekaar hi nam hai

Har pal ek naya mausam hai

Kyun tu aise pal khota hai

Dil aakhir tu kyun rota hai..

Dil Aakhir tu kyon rota hai: Imran's Poetry, ZNMD

"Мама, я убью тебя". Mama I'm Gonna Kill You. The Full Documentary, Subt...

Один из тех дней...

когда в конце изматывающих и не особо удачных (я бы даже сказала, - абсолютно провальных) долгих рабочих часов, ужасно хочется прийти домой, зная, что там кто-то ждет.

the balm for my soul

The silence isn't so bad till I look at my hands and feel sad. Because the spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly. 
Owl City, Ocean Eyes

*Maine Mere Jaana (EMPTINESS) Lyrics - Female Version* 

Tu Aaja 
Tu Aaja 

Mujhko Meri Sazaa Toh Suna Jaa 
Woh Aahein Haan Woh Aansu... 
Mere Hisse Ke Mujhko Rula Jaa 

Sapne Tere Saare Jinme Main Rehti Thi 
Tukde Ban Ke Mere 
Zakhm Seene Me Kar Gaye Ho 

Maine Mere Jaana Kyun Nahi Jaana 
Ishq Tera, Dard Tera 
Maine Mere Jaana Kyun Nahi Jaana 

Ishq Tera, Dard Tera 
Akeli Akeli 
Reh Gayi Bin Tere Yun Akeli 
Main Tadpoo'n Ya Taarsoo'n 
Ya Chali Aau'n Main Paas Tere 
Itni Tanhai Hai Zindagi Kho Gayi 

Baatein Karne Saari Aa Rahi Hoon Tujhse Hi 
Maine Mere Jaana Ab Hai Jaana..... 
Ishq Tera Dard Tera Haaye 
Maine Mere Jaaana Ab Hai Jaana 
Ishq Tera Dard Tera 

Tu Jo Gaya...... 
Haal Ye Mera Rehta Hai 
Dil Ye Mera Aaa..Aaa.... 
Khud Se Hi Tanha Rehta Hai 

And I Feel Too Lonely Yeah... 
Thats A Better Place Than This 
Emptiness 

And I'm Too Lonely 
Thats A Better Place Than This 
Emptiness

Tere Bin Sanu Sohnia

Rabbi Shergill

Tere bin sanu sohnia koyee hor nahio labhna

 Jo dave ruh nu saku chukke jo nakhra meraa

 Ve mai sare ghumm key vekhia amrika, rus, malaysia

 Kittey vi koyee fark see, har kise dee koyee shart see

 Koyee mangda meraa see sama, koyee hunda surat te fida

 Koyee mangda meree see wafa, naa koyee mangda merian bala

 Tere bin hor naa kise, mangnee meria bala

 Tere bin hor naa kise, karnee dhup vich chhan

 Tere bin sanu sohnia, koyee hor nahio labhna

 Jo dave ruh nu sakun chukke jo nakhra meraa

 

 Jive rukia see tun jara, nahio bhulna mai saree umar

 Jive akhia see akhan chura, "rovenga sanu yad kar"

 Hasia see mai hasa ajib, (par) too nahee see hasia

 Dil vich teraa jo raj see, mainu too kyon nee dasia

 Tere bin sanu eh raj, kise hor nahion dasna

 Tere bin peerh da ilaj, kis vaid kolon labhna

 Tere bin sanu sohnia, koyee hor nahio labhna

 Jo dave ruh nu sakun chukke jo nakhra meraa

 

 Milia see ajj mainu teraa ik patra

 Likhia see jiste tun shayr varey shah da

 Park key see osnu hanjnu ik duliya

 Akhan' ch band see seh raj ajj khulia

 Kee tere bin eh mere hanjnu, kise hor nahio chumna

 Kee tere bin eh mere hanjhu, mittee vich rulnha

 Tere bin sanu sohnia, koyee hor nahio labhna

 Jo dave ruh nu sakun chukke jo nakhra meraa

Хочу у зеркала, где муть
И сон туманящий,
Я выпытать - куда Вам путь
И где пристанище.

Я вижу: мачта корабля,
И Вы - на палубе...
Вы - в дыме поезда... Поля
В вечерней жалобе -

Вечерние поля в росе,
Над ними - вороны...
- Благословляю Вас на все
Четыре стороны!

Марина, Цветаева, 3 мая 1915


***

I’d like to ask the mirrored glass, -
All hazy, mystical, and foggy, -
To show where are you heading,
And where you’ll find a shelter.

I look and see: An old ship’s mast.
There, on the deck, you’re standing…
You, by the clouded train… The vast,
Green fields, at night, lamenting…

The evening countryside in dew,
There, ravens soar in flight…
--My dear one, I bless you
To go wherever you like!

Marina Tsvetaeva, May 3, 1915

My days go busy, And mostly i'm glad I don't have a moment to stop and think..
But when those idle moments come inbetween..
The feeling of being lost rises and overflows the edges of my existence

I don't know what I feel, and I don't know what should I feel.

And I'm searching in all songs and all poems
To find the words which could tell me 
what's this emptiness inside me which is not giving me peace..
There's no such song, and there's no such poem..

A new song by Zemfira and my translation
The Uchpochmack - Lightbulbs

Time to burn the bridges
Time to look for an answer
And change the burnt-out bulbs

Time to burn the bridges
Time to look for an answer
And change the burnt-out bulbs

A Long night,
Exhausting days,
And the apartment is smoked,
Too smoked
And the rain has set in since the morning
And there's a sigh left inside

And my heart will not survive,
Will not survive for sure

And i live in a delirium-like state of mind
I'm just trying to "be" (exist)
I'm a tiny human being
And I need to swim somewhere
I need some kind of a light
So I could see at least dreams


Time to burn the bridges
Time to look for an answer
And change the burnt-out bulbs

Time to burn the bridges
Time to look for an answer
And change the burnt-out bulbs


There are no ships,
Not a single soul around
And its so cold on the street
Scary and cold
And these shadows from the street lights
and the High-beam from vehicles

And my heart will not survive,
Will not survive for sure

And i live in a delirium-like state of mind
I'm just trying to "be" (exist)
I'm just a tiny human being
And I need to swim somewhere
I need some kind of a light
So I could see at least dreams


Time to burn the bridges
Time to look for an answer
And change the burnt-out bulbs